Two Weeks in Hawaii.

So I spent the whole day studying for my exam tomorrow.
Well, half the day.
The first half the day was dedicated to working on my research paper.
So, the next 3 days of my life I have to study for my other exam, which is over the course of two days and somehow squeeze in finishing my research paper.
I have about 4/14 pages done.
Diagrams and pictures don't count as pages. damnit.
Even the reference page doesn't count. ;A;
Here's the problem.
- My 2 day exam is on Tuesday and Wednesday
- My Research Paper is due on Wednesday at 4 o'clock
- I have work on Tuesday from 4:30-6:30
Soo, I guess my only option is to finish my research paper on the Monday, while studying for my film exam.
Do as much as I can on Monday night, and dread my final hours on the Tuesday night.
What fun.
I was thinking on working on it on the Wednesday, but it would cut too close to the deadline knowing how well I get distracted.
Well, that's it for now.
It feels nice to talk about my dilemma.

jneh signing out.
P.S bye bye sleep -___-;;

4 days.

My Interpretation.

So, I overslept.
I woke up about 10 minutes ago...
Last night I told myself I was going to wake up 7-8 and finish my essay by 12.
Well, that's not going to happen anymore.
The next 12 hours of my life...
- finish my essay
- finish my research paper
- hide my laptop somewhere
- and force myself to study for my exams.
My friend suggested I put my laptop in the basement so I'm not distracted, and I'm pretty much forced to study because there's nothing else to do. x3
"Thanks fren! My fren!"

Days left until I'm free:
5 days.
let's just hope I can survive until then.

jneh signing out.

Shi? Ku?

6 days!

Tic Toc.

Goood Afternoon!—
well, it's not the afternoon yet...but I'm eating my lunch...so just bear with me ;D
So yesterday in my lecture class for 'Film Studies'
The lecture topic was on animation.
So before the class started, there was a guy sitting behind me...and I overheard him talking
And, just take a look at what he said
"Lest night I watched an anime movie to prepare myself for this lecture, I'm so ready for this class."
Right when I heard that, you won't believe how loud I laughed, and then I tried to cover it up by coughing -____-;;
hahaha— that made my day.+ the picture of a DBSK boy-pink and triangular- from my friend. ;D

So it's wednesday, and I have:a

• 5 days to write a 1600 word essay
• 7 days to write a 16 page research essay
• 5 days to study for my political science exam
• 6-7 days to study for my film exam
• less then 24 hours to practice driving -i have my G2 test tomorrow-
  

I started working on them, but I somehow manage to waste my time. -____-;;
darn you internet. you sneaky sneaky.

On another note:
About half an hour ago I went by the Ski+Snowboard Club to pick up my t-shirt.
And the guy that was there was like drop-dead gorgeous.
Like very vampire-esque.
Now that I think about it, I don't remember what he looks like...
OMG> i phail.
I'm so sleepy... I think I'll take a nap before my next class, I hope I don't oversleep.

jneh signing out.

Baby, It's Fact.

So I did manage to finish my essay; thank god.
5 pages.+ works cited.
On my assignment sheet, it stated the following
"no more then 7 pages."
When I was writing my essay, I wrote all that I had to say about my topic...and it only turned up to be about 4 pages. *whoopie*
So, desperately trying to make my essay longer... I stayed up...as I predicted, until 4 a.m
And to make my life more miserable...
- I woke up late.
- Worse case scenario: I had no paper to print out my essay on! ;A; so I had to use the back sheets of recycled paper...
I know, to university standards it's unacceptable...>.>
So...running to the closest building after I got off at my subway stop, I managed to print out my essay.
To my disbelief, there were a lot of students who's essay were about 3-4 pages.
Oh why did I stay up so late ;A:
Pardon me. This morning had to be the most hectic morning ever that I ever had in my life.
Mind you I only had about 10 minutes to wash my hair, makeup,change, print out my essay, freak out that there's no paper, beat the traffic.

So lately, because I haven't had proper sleep, and because I rub my eyes too often
I have bags under my eyes.
They're like coin purses...
See?— So today I plan to stop by the Eaton Centre and buy myself some cocoa butter.
Why cocoa butter? I heard that if you apply it regularly, the bags under my eyes will go away.
Did you know it can also get rid of stretch marks?

Last night I was reading through my old diary entries, and I just remembered something.
You ever get the feeling, after you talk to someone for a long time online.
That at moments when you are both online, it feels like both of you are waiting for the other to start talking?
Mmm, I guess it was because once you start talking, the conversation carries on for hours on end.
And that I had a certain connection to a certain someone a few years back.
but that's another story to tell.
I don't know, Just something to think about I guess.

jneh signing out.
P.S wonder if i should start talking to this "certain someone" again.

Inerasable Curse.

One of my many bad habits; procrastination.
I have a 7 page essay due first thing tomorrow morning...and I started Saturday morning...and have about only half done. -____-;;
I know if I sat down for a good 4 hours and wrote and read I would be done.
But there are so many distractions...

- internet; damn you Bill Gates! *shakes fist*
- Stumble; I LOVE STUMBLE
- online shopping; my weakness
- the DS sitting on my desk; "oh, how you flash me with your flash card."
- books; books apart from the ones I read for school...are everywhere. -___-;;
- my dog; when I'm bored I like to go bother him
- my DSLR; you won't believe how many random pictures I take!
- siblings; although I am the oldest, I tend to be the one bothering them.."Oh, what a childish heart I have."

But seriously, I have a problem.
I should just clear out my room and stick in a desk ,a chair, blank white walls, no internet.
100% work efficiency right there.

Back to slaving away—
who wants to bet that I won't finish until about 4 a.m? *i do!*

jneh signing out.

P.S A picture to make everyone smile ;D

applebottom jeans.

Good Evening all!—
You know what makes a blog more interesting? pictures.
visuals that will keep the reader entertained; like a picture book <3
So I'm going to try to put up more pictures that relates to what happened to me during the day/week or whatever. :P
So today, I got to practice driving because my driver's test is this Thursday x.x
We drove to this Warehouse where they were selling hoodies/ jackets/hats/ shoes/ bags...you name it.
So i found a good parking spot, parking was fine; thank god.
We went in, and there were sooo many people -____-;;

But after an hour of looking around and trying to find a pair of shoes...I stumbled across a pair of Chucks. Size 6 1/2.
Well, it's not the exact shoe size for me, normally it's 6...but I figured...they're high tops so I can just lace 'em. kekeke—
So here's what it looks like. Fish scales?— totally my style :P
the picture looks decent right? LOL I propped the shoe on my arm and hovered over my computer screen so my black hoodie takes up all the space. HAHAHA—

I call them my "Rainbow Fish shoes."

So, after we went shopping...I was backing out of the parking space when this crazy lady decided to cut across me with her kids.
Holy shitballz— pardon my language.
I hit her with the car -_____-;; but it was totally her fault.
You know what sucks? even if it was her fault...I am liable because I'm the one in the car and pedestrians have a right blah blah blah.
I guess that's all for now... Dinner time "3"

-jneh signing out.
P.S I really need to start running again *w*
But damnit, i have such terrible sleeping habits.
Here's the whole story behind it.
It's quite interesting. You'll see why my sleeping habits are by far, the worst!

PPS. Oh, and the lady? don't worry...I didn't kill her :P

twiilight.

So, I just came back from watching a special advance screening of the new movie Twilight with 3 of my good friends.
And it was the worst movie I have ever watched in my lifetime.
- it was choppy.
- it was awkward.
- it was too fast paced.
If you haven't read the book and went to go watch it, you probably won't know what's happening in the movie.
Let's take for example, Edward.
He, is supposed to have a velvety voice and yet it seemed he was forcefully trying to pull out words from his mouth.
I love Robert Pattinson as an actor, but I really think they should've let him keep his accent while they were filming.
His british accent would've made the movie better. "3"
He had no scenes what-so-ever where he actually talked.
I guess it was too hard to contain his accent. -_____-;; *sigh*
Even Robert Pattinson himself rated this movie a 2.5/5... I totally agree.
You don't even know what part you're at, first you're at a fight scene...and all of a sudden it's the prom..
My sister boycotted the whole movie watching experience ever since the announcement came out. Kudos to her.
I wish I did that too.
In the book it builds up the relationship of Edward and Bella— in the movie they meet and greet, and then they're telling each other how that they are "in LOVE"
Bella— she sounded so monotone in the movie...and had a deeper voice then Edward.
my gawdd....
I can't even describe how bad the movie was.
I think they could've done sooo much more with the movie.
I just seems they wasted many months filming random scenes and just sticking them together to make a 2 hour movie...
And from the looks of it, it looked like a low-budget movie.
Like the meadow scene? when Bella sees Edwards beautiful body in the glimmering sun?
It was a mossy green forest, with literally 6 flowers and a little beam of light; which looked totally fake. -____-;;
Sorry for the post being so choppy...I'll try to make it better next time.
I just, I don't know.....so disappointed about the movie.
The book was good and all.
The movie just brought down all the glamour about it.
WAS TOTALLY OVERRATED.

I guess that's it for now, I'll write more as I think more about the uber-failure of the movie.

jneh signing out.

...you make my temperature rise.

Let me tell you what I have to do for the next 2 weeks of my life.

1. English essay; 7 pages- due monday.
2. Research paper; 14 pages- due next monday
3. Political Science Midterm; 2 hours- next monday
4. Film Midterm; 1 hour+3 hours- next tuesday and wednesday
5. Science research paper; 14 pages- due next wednesday.

You can see why I'm so stressed out.
Wish me luck!—

we'll dance under the stars.

so recently I've started watching an old drama called "Stairway to Heaven"
and for the first time, in a year, i've been crying like buckets every episode i watched.
I watched about 4 episodes until now, and boy-oh-boy.
A bucket full of tears.
Or is it, A bucketful of tears.
Correct me if I'm wrong, please.
The general story is about a boy(A) and a girl(B) who are really close since they were kids and got even closer when the boys dad and the girls mom passed away; they were there for each other.
So eventually the dad remarries a woman who brings along her two children.
Her daughter(C) wants to take everything away from the girl(B), because girl C -step sister- has lived a life with nothing and wants to have everything she has.
And boy (D), which is girl B's new step brother, mistakens her kindness for love...and well, I'll leave it at that.
Did I mention the mom is evil? -typical evil stepmom-
Ugh, it makes me so mad watching the step-sister (C) and the mom trying to separate the boy (A) and the girl (B).
Well, there's more to the story...I just wouldn't want to spoil it ;D
I hope my terrible telling-story-ability hasn't ruined anyone's interest. ;A;
Seriously, it's a good drama to watch. <3

Today, I went to watch the Santa Claus parade with my family.
It was a really nice day, it snowed right when the parade started.
But, it was soo cold.
I literally couldn't feel my legs.
The floats were awesome, and the funny clown people threw candy at us!
yay!— the funny thing was tht there was candy all over the street.
So all the kids would be running up and picking up candy from the ground.
haha— it was so cute.

Ok, sooo that just reminded me of something funny that happened today.
This lady was talking to her kid...and well, you'll see why it's funny
Lady: Liam, why don't you blow up the balloon and suck in all the air, it'll make your voice funny
Boy: Are you sure it'll work?
Lady: Of course it will!
Lady sitting behind lady: I'm not sure if that's how you do it
Lady: I'm pretty sure I'm right

And I'm sitting there like...haven't you heard about helium?—sheesh.
And the boy was sucking in his own air from the ballloon and thought that his voice has changed.
Oh well, he'll find out that his voice didn't really change.
Oh, and the funniest thing of all?
The lady was laughing when he would talk....but his voice didn't change at all.
hahahaha—

Recently I've been thinking whether or not I should order some clothes from Korea...
Since my uncle and my grandparents are there right now.
Ahh, I really want to go to Korea. -____-;;
It's embarrassing that I'm Korean and I've never been to Korea in my life.
But hopefully that'll all change next summer. xD;;
*crosses fingers*

Well, I guess that's all for now...I should really finish reading my book...since I have a "pop" quiz tomorrow.
Well. it's not really a surprise now since we all know we have a quiz tomorrow. xD;;

jneh signing out.
P.S My prince charming wasn't single after all ;A;

A night filled with humility.

Good morning :3
Right now, I'm sitting in a lecture hall.
In a pointless lecture, once again. It's the second one this week.
-___-;; should've stayed home this morning.
But anyways, I haven't updated in a while..."damn you schoolwork!"
Once again, I slept late due to my swooning over SHINee boys.
And had one of those moments where I laughed so hard that it hurt x.x
Me and my friend were..as always sending links to SHINee videos to eachother.
and in one of the videos I sent of Key, in the background was Onew who was slowly walking by and being a creeper...
well, it's not that funny at first, but his facial expression is priceless. PRICELESS.
you see hin in the background? Onew looks like a total creeper.
But yea, this is what made me laugh so hard. like hardxcore- stomach clutching- cant breathe- buckets of tears.
That totally made my night.
If you guys want to watch it, here's the link...forward to 1:50 xD

Things to do:

• 14 page research paper — due in 2 weeks
• 8 page research paper— due in 1 week
• 4 page english essay— due in 1 week
• Political Science presentation— 1 week

Other things to do:

• make cosplay costume for Anime North— 6 months away
• make merch. to sell at Anime North— 6 months away
• get tragus pierced— 3 months away
• go to Korea and have a SHINee wedding. -oh pun!- —5 days away
• learn SHINee dance for dance parody at convention— 1 month
  
• act my age—never.

I'll end it off here for now, not the most interesting post...Well, none of them were interesting.
HAHA— ;A;

jneh signing out.

Big assignment due tomorrow: 59% complete.

I really should be doing my assignment right now if I want to sleep at least at 2 today.
mmm, not going to happen.
So recently me and my friend have been totally obsessing over a korean boy band called SHINee.
SHINee> your boyfriend.
LOL. surprisingly I didn't get a major nosebleed yet from swooning over them too much.
On Saturday night, me and my friend -instead of doing homework- spent our time linking each other to videos/pictures of SHINee boys and talk talk talking about how they are so beautiful until about..oh, i don't know 4 am?
I have never been this obsessed..no, obsessed is too strong of a word, plus i sound like a creeper.
I have never been this interested in a band before, except for Spice Girls, but that was a long time ago ;D
My favourite is Taemin and Jonghyun. <3
- Taemin is only 15.
- I love Taemin.
- makes me a total pedo.
- qualified to be jailbait.

Jonghyun is fine since he's my age <3

So, that brings me to another subject.
There is a club at the University of Toronto that is thinking of doing a dance parody of SHINee's new song Amigo. It also turns out they are holding tryouts for individuals to place spots so they can perform at an anime convention in December.
And what kind of oppurtunity does this bring up?
Posing as your favourite SHINee boy!
Dude, I'm such a creeper.

jneh signing out.

i hope they don't think i'm a creeper. D;

Blogging makes me happy.
And helps me cope with stress.
<3

dreaming wide awake,

It's funny because when I have work to do, I tell myself that I should blog before I start...
Weird, I know... but I think it gives me motivation to get it finished.
haha—
well anyways, I had a replacement shift at the pool today.
And guess what? Some kid barfed in the pool during his class x.x
So we all had to evacuate the pool for a good 20 minutes and the 10 o'clock class was cancelled.
I didn't see the vomit anywhere.
Not that I wanted to see it, but I couldn't find it floating around the pool.
It's so cool, the pool vacuum is remote controlled. *w*
But, anyways, that was my morning.
On Thursday I went to visit my high school with a friend because her school was on strike; lucky girl.
We went because I had to collect money for our ski trip this upcoming January <3>

• meeting up with our friend Hans, and getting money
• visiting our yearbook teacher; he was sad that day D;
• establishing road trip plans with my friend
• going to the mall to look at snowboards
• awkward sales guy who was trying to make small talk

Yea, I'm lazy today. hahaha—
So, I left for school at 1:30 and I got to class at around 2:50.
So I'm sitting inside, and it's about 3 -that when class starts- and there's about 3 of us sitting inside.
And then one of my classmates comes in and says "Did you guys see the sign outside?"
Well, what do you know...Class was cancelled today D;
It sucks for me, because I commuted all the way here.
But at least I was happy that there was no class right?
Wrong!— I didn't get my weekly eye-goggling dose of "Prince Charming"
Creepy right?...maybe eye-goggling wasn't a very good word to use...
Maybe stud-muffin?
hmm, stud muffin...nahh.

jneh signing out.
P.S anti-tragus piercing! <3

and you said we were too old to trick-or-treat. ;D

it seems that I haven't posted in a while...well, I did. But that was a brief update right?
haha— well anyways, happy belated Halloween everyone! :3
get lots of candy? crazy costumes?

Well, this weekend was pretty slow.
On friday, one of my friends had a Halloween party at his house. =]
It was basically a get together with my old friends and we cooked and watched movies together.
I miss the old times D; But I had a lot of fun. It brought back all the good times we spent together.
Well, we still do, but we all go to different schools so it's hard to match everyone's schedules together.
I didn't get to trick or treat this year, this is the first year I didn't go outside to get some free goodies. shocking right?
You might be thinking...
Well, you're too old to go trick or treating.
But I say nay! No one's never too old to go trick or treating...
Well, there are limits, but it's all in the spirit of dressing up right? <3
If anyone's wondering, I dressed up as a geek this year. ;D
Bowtie, glasses, the works!

Saturday I had a pretty long shift at the pool. 6 hours?
4 hours teaching and 2 hours guarding...what.fun.
But the good part was that I was able to bond with my fellow co-workers.
When I first started off, it was uncomfortable to sit in the guard office.
Since I was new, I didn't really have a reason to talk with them during breaks
So I would sit there, look at my phone and listen to what they were saying.
They all had their own insides jokes and updates on what happened to "so and so" and "what's his face" and i would occasionally laugh along with them...well, nervous laughter.
But now, I can talk freely to them, and that makes me happy =]
I had one lesson, where one of the kids didn't want to swim, and he would always say no and called me evil for making him swim...but it's my job right?
So at the end of the lesson, we're all getting out of the pool and he goes:
Will I ever see you again?!
And I was suddenly so flattered. LOL cute right?

Today was daylight savings day, one extra hour! yes!
I planned on starting on my essay early in the morning but as always I put it off until later.
But luckily, I started a biiit earlier this time. 7 pm. haha—
And I finished about 10 minutes ago; fresh off the printer!
Well, I guess that's about it for my weekend.
Now, time to dig into the halloween candy...and gain 50 pounds.
Well, for some reason, I don't like candy as much as I used too...
Oh no! I'm growing old.— ;A; goodbye sweet tooth.

jneh signing out.
p.s can't wait for reading week!